ENT Follow-up - Post MRI

Yesterday, Nov. 22nd, I had an office visit with my ENT, expedited by my wife.  Thank you, wife.  The radiologist that evaluated my MRI already reported that nothing was found.  What I really wanted to discuss was what I had found and for him and to address a bunch of questions I had from discussing my case with other doctors I had casual conversations with.

First and foremost I asked him about what I saw on my PET scan and how what I saw seemed to differ from what the radiologist reported.  First thing my ENT did was thank me for my due-diligence in being proactive in my case then asked how I became so good at reading PET scans.  My wife interjected that I'm and I.T. tech and am very meticulous.  That seemed to make some sort of sense to him and he commented on how he didn't think he's ever had a patient read a PET scan and send him images from it.  Ya, well, I'm highly motivated to get to the bottom of this.

Anyway, he went on to say that first of all these scans tend to be tricky to read and its sometimes hard to determine where "hotspots" actually present themselves in tissue and that it's difficult to determine a location based on a 2D screenshot.  I told him I understood that and that the image I sent him was just a reference shot so that he would know where in the images 3D to get a better look at what I was concerned about.  He then asked where I got those images and I told him off the CDs I had sent him.  He said that was interesting because, for whatever reason, all the images from the CDs hadn't been uploaded to their system, so they didn't have access to everything I did.  He did confirm that he did review the images before surgery but didn't realized that he was missing some of the data.  Now that he has all the CDs with all the images he's going to go back personally and review all the images to see if they reveal any new information.  I also asked him if he can have their radiology department review the images and he agreed that would be a good idea and would have that done.

Another question I had for him was whether, during my surgery, he felt around the other areas of my mouth for lumps or irregularities and if he scoped my throat looking for it further down.  He said that he did and nothing else presented itself.  He said that if my Palatine Tonsil hadn't been so hard, like it had a tumor inside, he would have taken out my lingual tonsil at the same time, but because it presented itself so strongly it seemed like it was definitely in there.  I, or my wife, also asked him if pathology had evaluated my tonsil tissue during surgery.  He said they did but what they can do during surgery is very limited.  He said to get a detailed report they have to send it out and they take very fine slices which take days to complete.  I asked him if he would have pathology re-examine my tonsil tissue that they removed to double-check that it's not there.  He said he would have them go through it again.

I then asked him about the Tumor Board.  He first explained some common misconceptions that people have about the Tumor Board.  He then went on to say that it's standard protocol for all cases at this medical facility to go before the Tumor Board and mine did prior to surgery.  I asked if he would present my case again and he said he would.

My final request was to have him scope my throat now to see if he could see anything that would be causing the pain I'm feeling now.  He was reluctant to do so.  I probably would have just let it go but my wife was insistent.  (I'm extremely thankful I have her with me though this.)  He eventually capitulated and scoped me.

First of all it was fascinating to see inside my own body, but everything as far as I could tell looked fine.  He did point out what looked like a very small ridge below my tongue which he said might be the location, but it's very subtle.  To me it looked like nothing and it made me feel good to see my throat tissue look so healthy.  As far as the pain is concerned, he said it could be caused by the cancer/tumor could be pushing up against a nerve.  I asked if it could be post nasal drip or acid re-flux.  He said it could, but he didn't offer up much else.

Finally I asked him if it's safe to assume that because the cancer/tumor is so difficult to find that it's of a certain size.  He said that more than likely it's probably smaller than a centimeter.  Tumors that small or smaller usually don't show up very well if at all.

So, we decided he would do another surgery and biopsy some tissue in the back of my tongue.  It may be a small amount or more if the small sample doesn't prove fruitful.  Depending on the tissue sampled I may go home the same day or need to spend the night.  That would also determine recovery time.  I'm scheduled to go back into surgery Dec. 19th.

He'll also do all the other things discussed to see if any new information turns up.  Hopefully something more concrete presents itself.

Overall the office visit was very positive.  Everything we discussed gave me a sense of confidence that they are doing their due-diligence.  Additionally, I am very pleased with my ENT's attitude.  He was very open and forthcoming with information, open to suggestions and willing to do everything I asked for.  This has been my best experience with him so far and I feel like he's doing everything possible to treat me as anyone going through this should feel.

Measure Twice, Cut Once

As I've mentioned previously I've been pretty frustrated with my treatment so far.  It's been over seven weeks since my surgery and the pain in my throat around and below my tongue has been getting worse while the pain in the area that my tonsils were removed from has practically disappeared.  This has been leading me to suspect that the cancer is in or near my lingual tonsil.

Today I scheduled an appointment with my second ENT for Dec. 1st, earliest availability.  I also called my first ENT to hopefully get in to see him sooner to maybe go over things with him and have him examine me again to hopefully get some answers.  He's booked out even further.  I asked one of his staff if she could ask him to confirm where he saw a nodule/tag when he first scoped me.  I'm not sure if it was in my Palatine tonsil or further down.  He's been pretty good at calling me in the past so I'm hoping he'll call me tomorrow.

So then I decided to look over my PET and CT scan images.  What I noticed shocked me.  From the images it was pretty obvious to me that the tumor was not in the area of my Palatine tonsil like the radiologists report indicated, but in or near my lingual tonsil.  It's pretty clear, the images show the tongue and the "hotspot" is below it right next to my matasticized lymph node.

I immediately emailed my ENT and Oncologist a note with a copy of the image.  I haven't heard back from my Oncologist yet by my ENTs MA emailed me back and said that the doctor would have to see the image CDs himself to make a determination.  What the what!!! They told me way back in September that they would be obtaining the image CDs themselves and I signed paperwork giving them permission to receive copies.  Now they're saying they never got them!  Why wasn't I informed?  I would have happily made copies and personally delivered them.  Why would he have performed the surgery without confirming the radiologists findings? WTF!? Ever hear of "measure twice, cut once"?

If I am correct in my suspicions, that the images indicate the tumor is in my Lingual tonsil and not my Palatine, that the radiologist screwed up the report, I will seriously consider pursuing a malpractice lawsuit.  For having undergone the wrong surgery as well as the pain and suffering that accompanied recovery, for delaying my treatment/cure, distress and anxiety for having undergone a procedure in which nothing was found, the pain and anxiety I'm feeling now which would have been prevented had I had the correct procedure performed instead.

Just trying to get my doctors to look at the images and get confirmation.  I just want to be cured of this cancer.  Just do your due diligence and do your effing job.  Find it, kill it, and give me my life back.

I'm gonna contact my radiation oncologist tomorrow too just to see if he ever got the CDs and see if he needs me to bring him by copies.

At this point, if it is in my lingual tonsil, not sure what treatment I'll pursue.  I believe my ENT said it's a 45 minute surgery.  If that's the case I'll probably go that route.  Not looking forward to getting cut up, again.  Will consider radiation/chemo too.  I just wish I could get some answers so I can move forward with treatment.